http://notdoneliving.net/foothold/personal/describing Sun, 29 Jan 2012 01:11:24 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.1.2 http://notdoneliving.net/foothold/personal/describing/comment-page-1#comment-1974 Brenda Bryant Mon, 25 Oct 2010 19:30:31 +0000 http://notdoneliving.net/?p=595#comment-1974 Imagine having the crap beat out of you with a group of people using baseball bats or imagine falling backwards off a 5 story building and landing on the concrete or imagine being run over by a bus and living to tell the story-----this is my life without the broken bones and bruises and abrasions!!! Internally my body is somehow attacking itself when no germ is present causing inflamation in my joints, knots and muscle spasms that don't stop, pain amplification in my nerves, and total and complete exhaustion that sleep does not refresh you----this is my life with Fibromyalgia and CFS!!! Just like a flu that never ends but worse----you know you are not going to be fine and back to work in a week or two----this is day after day after day-----your 1st realization every morning before you are even fully awake is PAIN--the oh crap,I thought it might be gone today--a constant dream for me to wake up one day and it would be gone--but NO, not today,not tomorrow, not the day after---NEVER!!! And even if my family wants to help me I hurt worse sometimes just being touched!!! I NEED hugs but they hurt so bad too!!! Raising kids is almost to much and its not fair to them either to have the mom who can't do what other moms do--I feel they are being cheated too-----someone find the cause and cure quickly because I think my 15 yr old daughter has started showing symptoms of the fibro for the last 3 1/2 years and my doc says it can run in families!!! Lord help her!!! Not fair doesn't even begin to say it.............. Imagine having the crap beat out of you with a group of people using baseball bats or imagine falling backwards off a 5 story building and landing on the concrete or imagine being run over by a bus and living to tell the story—–this is my life without the broken bones and bruises and abrasions!!! Internally my body is somehow attacking itself when no germ is present causing inflamation in my joints, knots and muscle spasms that don’t stop, pain amplification in my nerves, and total and complete exhaustion that sleep does not refresh you—-this is my life with Fibromyalgia and CFS!!! Just like a flu that never ends but worse—-you know you are not going to be fine and back to work in a week or two—-this is day after day after day—–your 1st realization every morning before you are even fully awake is PAIN–the oh crap,I thought it might be gone today–a constant dream for me to wake up one day and it would be gone–but NO, not today,not tomorrow, not the day after—NEVER!!! And even if my family wants to help me I hurt worse sometimes just being touched!!! I NEED hugs but they hurt so bad too!!! Raising kids is almost to much and its not fair to them either to have the mom who can’t do what other moms do–I feel they are being cheated too—–someone find the cause and cure quickly because I think my 15 yr old daughter has started showing symptoms of the fibro for the last 3 1/2 years and my doc says it can run in families!!! Lord help her!!! Not fair doesn’t even begin to say it…………..

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